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i gave you my control.

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I remember when I used to test you.

“I love you, Kory.”

I didn’t believe that. I didn’t believe you. But you did.

Sometimes.

When you would speak, your words would dance straight into my ears and down to my heart, synchronizing with its beat.

When you’d leave, I wanted to follow. Catch you in the act.

I resented my love for you. Eventually.

I didn’t want to, but I needed to. Just as much as I needed you.

I knew better and I failed to do better.

We became all about me. I needed to be right. I needed you to tell me that you no longer loved me. That you never did.

I wanted out. I wanted us.

You wanted me…and him.

He was always around, hiding in plain sight. Starting fights. Sleepless nights.

How could you let him come between us? What did he have that I didn’t?

He had you.

It always felt so crowded with the three of us there.

I blamed you for allowing him to come between us.

So, that’s why I left. He made you so happy and all I’d ever wanted was for you to be happy.

I concede. You can have him.



And He was Trust. ✍🏾


-kp

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